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I don't know how you do what you do
Oct. 23rd, 2023 12:43 pmThank you for all the well wishes on my previous post, I appreciated them a lot.
I think I'm mostly back to being well. I still get tired very easily, and those first few days back at work, even though I continued to work remotely, were exhausting. I've started back at the office today and I've survived the morning if nothing else.
I think I'm as up-to-date on reading and commenting as I'm going to get which, sadly, is not hugely and I apologise for that. If there's anything important that happened in your lives that you want to tell me about, please do so because I'd love to hear it.
Although, I am trying to avoid the news situations in the world right now, my mental health is a little fragile after being sick and I'm head-in-the-sand for personal reasons, because I know I can't handle it. I also recognise the privileged position I'm in to be able to do that
I think I'm going to draw a line and start afresh today, although I'm still fairly fuzzy brained and not completely sure what I'm going to post about. I'm sure once I get back into the swing of things, get back into the habit of opening up Dreamwidth and seeing what comes out, usual service will resume. But somehow getting re-started feels harder than starting itself did.
Logic says it's because when I started, I didn't know what I was going to talk about. But I seem to find my flow in fandom thoughts and meta, so now I feel like I'm putting more pressure on myself to do that again.
Maybe I just need to watch some more Stargate. How terrible a thing that would be!
I think I'm mostly back to being well. I still get tired very easily, and those first few days back at work, even though I continued to work remotely, were exhausting. I've started back at the office today and I've survived the morning if nothing else.
I think I'm as up-to-date on reading and commenting as I'm going to get which, sadly, is not hugely and I apologise for that. If there's anything important that happened in your lives that you want to tell me about, please do so because I'd love to hear it.
Although, I am trying to avoid the news situations in the world right now, my mental health is a little fragile after being sick and I'm head-in-the-sand for personal reasons, because I know I can't handle it. I also recognise the privileged position I'm in to be able to do that
I think I'm going to draw a line and start afresh today, although I'm still fairly fuzzy brained and not completely sure what I'm going to post about. I'm sure once I get back into the swing of things, get back into the habit of opening up Dreamwidth and seeing what comes out, usual service will resume. But somehow getting re-started feels harder than starting itself did.
Logic says it's because when I started, I didn't know what I was going to talk about. But I seem to find my flow in fandom thoughts and meta, so now I feel like I'm putting more pressure on myself to do that again.
Maybe I just need to watch some more Stargate. How terrible a thing that would be!
